S.O.M.E.D.A.Y

Someday you'll gonna realize 
One day you'll see this through my eyes 
But then i won't even be there 
I'll be happy somewhere 
Even if i can't 

I know 
You don't really see my worth 
You think your the last guy on earth 
Well I've got news for you 
I know I'm not that strong 
But it won't take long 
Won't take long 

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me 
The way, i wanted you to need me 
Someday, someone's gonna take your place 
One day I'll forget about you 
You'll see, i won't even miss you 

Someday, someday 

But now 
I know you can't tell 
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway 
But one day these tears 
They will all run dry 
I won't have to cry 
Sweet goodbye 

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me 
The way, i wanted you to need me 
Someday, someone's gonna take your place 
One day I'll forget about you 
You'll see, i won't even miss you 
Someday, someday

Someday by Nina. I like this song very much. Just for your information, I just broke up with my boyfriend around 1.5 months ago. It hurt me a lot and made me down. Honestly, I didn't want to break up with him, but I had no choice. If I didn't do that, it will hurt me more and more. 

One week after I broke up with him, my life was so messy and I didn't feel like want to do anything. Even I always go hang out with my friends and family, I still can't enjoy it. Actually I prefer to stay at home and cry as loud as I can in my room. 

I tried to act strong in front of them because I didn't want to make them think that I'm still thinking of him. I just want to show them that I'm consistent with what I have decided. But, it was failed. I cannot avoid that I'm still thinking of him.

Finally, after 1.5 months, I forgot everything about him. It is because I believe that God will give me the right person in the right time. I do not need to waste my time to think about someone who doesn't do the same thing with me. Beside that, it is because my friends always give me supports and help me to open my eyes and realize that he is not the best for me. If he is the best for me, even I do not do anything, God will make the way for me.  

For those who have similar problem with me, just believe that God will give you the right person if the right time is coming. We just need to follow and be patient of what He wants in our life. Good Luck :D